the roles we played

how.does.a.woman.cum
how.does.a.woman.cum
how.does.a.woman.cum
how.does.a.woman.kar-ma-sutra
how.does.a.woman.kar-ma-sutra
how.does.a.woman.ka-ma-sutra
how does a woman cum-

a sutra psalm a spoken poem
17 with these sweaty palms
a reoccurring scene
this wannabe man

an 80's romance rerun
manifest in infatuation
climax like heroin
everything you've ever imagined

17 on your bed
this kiss
17 on your bed
kitchen knife your wrists
17 on your bed
or was it mine
telling you that i'd love you
like reagan
or any other b-movie
hetro hero heart-throb

a 90's spectacle breakup
something indie like death

19 on your bed
this blood becoming
19 on your bed
a wish that i was falling
19 on your bed
numb but free
staring not speaking
scribbled plato's reflection
and anarchy
on your wall and flesh

the observer 'comes real
an ad' break from monotony
and then

21 on your bed
without protection
21 on your bed
machinelike penetration
21 on your bed
a daydream of boredom
sleeping until 2pm
consuming
the remorse
of a loss of a feeling

no more heros
no more heros

25 in my bed
memory sentimental
25 in my bed
these hands now regretful
25 in my bed
or was that 35
fucked and loved
forgotten and held close
but always gone

never coming back.